Raven
I’m beginning to hate myself again
The ice I stand on is growing thin
Drowning in chaos and cacophony
I just want to find my harmony
When your eyes shatter
Filling your heart with glass
Upside down in the sea
Holding the sky to save you
Upon this tower is a small and fragile thing
Bound by threads in which the devils caged me
Call it a product of abuse, depression, anxiety
But I’m just wondering when is it my turn to be happy
They left me with these broken limbs, frayed up heartstrings
All I have is hope that someday, I will find my wings
Find my wings
Don’t worry what others think
How they may perceive you
But when you start to sink
Don’t drag others with you
I suffocate with these rules around my head
Struggling with that inner voice that says I’m better off dead
Call it a product of abuse, depression, anxiety
But I’m just wondering when is it my turn to be happy
They left me with these broken limbs, frayed up heartstrings
All I have is hope that someday, I will find my wings
Find my wings
Can a raven ever sing
Or just scream about everything
The sun should warm my face
But black feathers erase
The light
Call it a product of abuse, depression, anxiety
But I’m just wondering when is it my turn to be happy
They left me with these broken limbs, frayed up heartstrings
All I have is hope that someday, I will find my wings
Find my wings